workers were seated like primary students, each with their chair and canteen desks 1 meter apart from each other.
Then I started to untangle the 30 meter long electrical cable. It’s one tangle in another and another… I’m not joking, it’s like the worst tangle ever. I felt like the end of the world. Too scared my limbs were shaking.
All of sudden they started talking shit.
I heard the word “smart”.
I have a smile on my face,
great, now you know I’m pretending to be smart.
Then I saw my young and beautiful colleague’s face, she’s deadly serious.
I know she’s thinking,
she would have picked up those cables before they were tangled.
She’s the greatest leader I have seen so far.
She cleans the media table like it’s the toilet seat.
She wipes the cube divider like it’s the toilet seat again.
I wish this picture is taken by the star above us.
25 years of academic, certificate after certificate.
16 years of searching for office work.
Office politics is like dancing in the rain,
Wait, I want to sue you for inequality,
simply thinking of this, made me feel like I’m a real human being like you are, I felt I have a pair of bird’s wing which slowly lifted me high above the ground, and swing my spirit into the blue sky. I wanted to call out my free feeling to someone but no one to hear, so I started to singing the songs that I couldn’t plotter. Forget about the paper work I have to go through to sue you, I’m already free when I plottered my suing towards you.
Yet it hadn’t happen and no compensation was earned. I hadn’t earned my equality, yet I’ll send you a Christmas card for companionship.
Now I am doing dream work,
cleaning the factory warehouse at 5 am, cashing in while losing weight.
The 5 kg vacuum is on my back, in my mind, I’m drafting my writing for the day.
Where is this going to lead? I don’t know, I have enough money to support me for now, I know.
Grace was makeup free but she didn’t know it was for him.
Mercy showed his first signs of being a genie later noticed by Grace.
Mercy loved her by showing her his talents: he can sing like a host, she can’t ; he wouldn’t listen to a word she says, she’s shy; he gave an origami heart to a perfect girl when finishing. Grace saw that, she was happy that this plain boy found love.
Later in the Wechat group which she held, he became the leader who showed mercy and love to her and every single person. Each day, a reality virtual show is going on in her group. There are discussions about love, living, there are dispute and disagreement about politics and love, but never any argument, because this group is just so great and filled with so much wonderful people. As Mercy always praise them: you are a champion. And to her, he says: “you have done a great job. I have told my mum about you.”
In this process, Grace learnt to become a leader, why? Because Mercy taught her, he said to her, I’m too blunt, then Grace realised she was too blunt yesterday to R. When Grace apologised to R, she cried because they all said, no big deal. Grace finally learnt what is respect. She doesn’t yell at her son but now she let her son do what ever he chooses to do. Ever since, Grace watches Mercy, what is he really talking about? He seemed to be trying to teach Grace every skill a leader needs to possess. She absorbed all of them. Grace changed, she was a quiet thinker who just wanted to make some money out of her poverty, now she broadcasted to the world and told them what she has been thinking all these years: I want to change the world. She finally found herself and what she is. She was so proud of her.
One day, Mercy gave resignation to her and the group: I am leaving you guys. And to her, he says: don’t forget what you have said.
Grace didn’t know what to do, she cried and cried and she knew that she fell in love with he who gave her a new life. She knew she fell in love with freedom, dream and who she is.
So she chased him bluntly. She just wanted to marry Mercy. Will she succeed? Let’s see.
I’m in love with a man of my life. He’s a writer, and I have convinced myself that all the words he wrote is about me. He wrote：“He chooses her, of course, even better, he loves her, day after day. True love, that’s the thing.” I think he’s saying he loves me hehe
For years, I dreamed of meeting my true love while we are both doing teaching volunteer work. People tell me that I’m a dreamer. I thought so too. Until I found him. We met through volunteer work.
Being him, he gives courage and kindness to everyone in the world, but the thing that killed me is that he showed me who I am and he loved me like a father to son.
I don’t know why is he not the prime minister of this country, the system is just wrong. I can’t imagine a world filled with everyone just like him, encouraging, wise, loving, kind, brave… Oh my god you name it.
When I realised that I loved him, I told him that honestly. I have asked him for a date and he refused me gently. I don’t blame him, how can a father date his son? I’ll wait and mean while trying to become a person like him. Even better, I hope to beat him, you encourage me, I encourage you more; you brave, I’m braver than you; you write touching words, I write emotional sentence. It’s not likely that I’ll succeed but that’ll be the way I love him.
Searching for love made me feel like a whore sometimes, and a free whore.
The only presents I got from various men are sex toys, massage ball, sex toys, spiritual quotes… This is far from my definition of been loved. Unless a LV bag or a diamond ring showed up, I can then believe that I’m been appreciated of my great sex skills and excellent oral service. (Oral service is usually done when I feel the freedom of doing what ever I like to do with my mouth and body. )
Hint hint: LV or diamond before telling me that you are hungry for me. Thank you very much!
I have been trying to purge any sex conversations in my We chat group because I was afraid of losing female potential customers. I feel the need to express my feelings toward sex so the man who is interested in me will understand me better. I am a believer in egocentrism, I think we only do things that we do to benefit ourselves. So why do I have sex with you? Because it makes me feel good doing it with you. What makes the best sex? I feel I click with you, that simple! I could be horny because of expensive gifts, flattering words, or love. But clicking with you is the basis. I met an old truck driver, he’s still working at 60s so that he can look after his adult children, too bad, I would have clicked with him if he was 20 years younger. I clicked with another younger man, he’s like the toughest teacher ever and the best friend of my life, too bad he’s not available. So the guy out there, you know what I mean? I have a secret wish, one day, man and woman, young and old, we talk about sex because we all really enjoying it. Again, I hope I don’t lose more male or female potential customers.
What are the advantages and disadvantages of Speed dating?As the closing date for registration of my 1st dating event is approaching, a potential client said to me: I’m taking a chance with you Wang, if I do register. I said, thank you for taking a chance with me, if you do register.
So what do I guarantee with this event? This client answered it precisely for me. It is a number’s game, but why not the other dating method? I list below some of the disadvantages and advantages of my dating event:
How do I know if even 1 of the 10 attendees will click with me?
If I want to meet at least 100 people as it’s a number’s game, I will need to pay $200.
Close interaction makes me nervous
How do I know if I’m going to be shocked or surprised at the event?
Comment blow if you have more, I’m happy to discuss with you. 🙂
Do we know every thing anyway?
How many people can you meet in online dating in a year? How much money and time does it cost? What about introduction agent? With us, this 100 people can be spanned within a few months in some weekend morning. Is there any other efficient way of meeting this much people? You tell me.
The nervous, shy feelings along with the excitement etc etc.. where can you get these feelings in today’s dating field?
We let every one meet and greet in our Wechat group before the event happens.
A lot of people wonder what my event is about, in my opinion, it is not a party, or just for fun. I am actually targeting for success rate of finding your true love. Although I’m not a love expert, I don’t even know what kind of person I’m looking for myself, I’m just looking for that click feeling.
Let’s get to the point: each event will be focusing on 10 girls and 10 boys, the activities are composed of Game time, Question time, Music and mingle time. Here is a brief schedule for Sat 2 Nov 2019:
Starts 8:30 – Ends 11:00 am
8:30 – 8:32 – Brief introduction
8:32 – 9:20 – Game time: 10 boys and 10 girls play Interaction games with each other and taking turns, so that each person gets to play with all of the 10 opposite sex. There will be surprise gifts for the winner boy and girl.
9:30 – 10:30 – Question time: You get to question each of the 10 opposite sex in turns, each of the 20 person can ask about 5 questions. I have prepared 12 interesting questions if you run out of your own.
10:30 – 10:40 – We will find out who has got a date. There will be surprise gifts for the girls.
10:40 – 11:00 – Music & Mingle: Free time to enjoy live music and mingle, you’re also welcome to steal the karaoke microphone.
Do you ever wonder about “Why me”? When things don’t go your way? I had this question pounding in my head for a while, and it made me wonder why do we suffer. Meanwhile, the people around me, my family, my friends, colleagues, clients showed me glimpse of love. I realised this : Why not me? I’m so privileged to be that one, the me! I have never appreciated myself that much as soon as I realised “why not me”.
That is why I wanted to do this blog, to share with you how I learn to be why not me. I hope you enjoy this blog. Feel free to shoot me your thoughts people.