另一个我经常尖锐得提出各种问题给我讨论，也会提出我从未思考过的点。比如，我这个民主社会中的弱势人士，总觉得民主社会真的好，但是他平等吗？为什么我有时觉得那么无助？另一个我说，有种族歧视的社会是平等的社会吗？类似这种问题，让我问她，那什么社会才是最好的呢？她说Global Village! 这是个我看过的电视节目的名字，顿时我觉得这个提议太棒了，我对她佩服得五体投地。
I’m becoming a lesbian
Recently I suspected that I’m becoming a lesbian, as I fail in love with my other self. The self that I constantly talking to everyday, she is the wise me.
Our conversation topics believe or not, are about: Democracy, freedom, equal opportunity, love.
My other self often sharply question me with various topics, she will raise the points that I have never thought of. For example, a disability me in this democracy society, felt that democracy is real good, but is it justifying? Why do I endlessly feel hopeless? The other self said to me, could a society with racism be justify? Similar topics, made me ask her, then what kind of society is the best? She answered to me: Global Village! Global village is the name of a TV show that I have watched before, precipitately I felt that she has a brilliant suggestion. I admired her to the end.
Now I’m only waiting for her to answer my last wonder, how to find long lasting, the love that ends with death.
wrote on 29/02/2020