同性恋了我/Becoming a lesbian

最近我怀疑我变成了同性恋,因为我爱上了另一个自己。一个我每天不停对话的更智慧的我。

我们的对话题材信不信由你,竟然是关乎:民主,自由,平等,爱。

另一个我经常尖锐得提出各种问题给我讨论,也会提出我从未思考过的点。比如,我这个民主社会中的弱势人士,总觉得民主社会真的好,但是他平等吗?为什么我有时觉得那么无助?另一个我说,有种族歧视的社会是平等的社会吗?类似这种问题,让我问她,那什么社会才是最好的呢?她说Global Village! 这是个我看过的电视节目的名字,顿时我觉得这个提议太棒了,我对她佩服得五体投地。

现在我还在等待他帮我解答的疑问就是,持久,至死不渝的爱在哪里?

写于20.02.29

I’m becoming a lesbian

Recently I suspected that I’m becoming a lesbian, as I fail in love with my other self. The self that I constantly talking to everyday, she is the wise me.

Our conversation topics believe or not, are about: Democracy, freedom, equal opportunity, love.

My other self often sharply question me with various topics, she will raise the points that I have never thought of. For example, a disability me in this democracy society, felt that democracy is real good, but is it justifying? Why do I endlessly feel hopeless? The other self said to me, could a society with racism be justify? Similar topics, made me ask her, then what kind of society is the best? She answered to me: Global Village! Global village is the name of a TV show that I have watched before, precipitately I felt that she has a brilliant suggestion. I admired her to the end.

Now I’m only waiting for her to answer my last wonder, how to find long lasting, the love that ends with death.

wrote on 29/02/2020

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