我管不了这个儿子

他现在11岁,我根本管不了他,平时不能打不能骂,连检查他作业的要求都被断然并强烈拒绝。他让我相信他,做完了,不用检查。

其实我也可以强行检查,但是我呢是暗自把他当小白鼠养殖着,这是我的自然成熟法。和他爸唱反调的我,认为只要孩子快乐,自己学习和观察,给他空间和资源,长大不被哪里抓起来,看看他究竟能长成个什么样的人。

想象一下,每个地球人由他的基因和个人的强烈愿望长成一个个独一无二的人参娃娃,造福社会,而不是被我们家长和社会系统雕塑出一个统一的模子,人类会怎样发展?每一个个体又会怎样快乐。

Feel like a whole

Searching for love made me feel like a whore sometimes, and a free whore.

The only presents I got from various men are sex toys, massage ball, sex toys, spiritual quotes… This is far from my definition of been loved. Unless a LV bag or a diamond ring showed up, I can then believe that I’m been appreciated of my great sex skills and excellent oral service. (Oral service is usually done when I feel the freedom of doing what ever I like to do with my mouth and body. )

Hint hint: LV or diamond before telling me that you are hungry for me. Thank you very much!

Wrote on 06/03/2020

同性恋了我

最近我怀疑我变成了同性恋,因为我爱上了另一个自己。一个我每天不停对话的更智慧的我。

我们的对话题材信不信由你,竟然是关乎:民主,自由,平等,爱。

另一个我经常尖锐得提出各种问题给我讨论,也会提出我从未思考过的点。比如,我这个民主社会中的弱势人士,总觉得民主社会真的好,但是他平等吗?为什么我有时觉得那么无助?另一个我说,有种族歧视的社会是平等的社会吗?类似这种问题,让我问她,那什么社会才是最好的呢?她说Global Village! 这是个我看过的电视节目的名字,顿时我觉得这个提议太棒了,我对她佩服得五体投地。

现在我还在等待他帮我解答的疑问就是,持久,至死不渝的爱在哪里?

wrote on 29/02/2020

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Why me Why you, and what if?

What if I met you when I was young and vibrant,

What if you met me when you were selfish?

We would live happily ever after, you know why, because your god said so.

Now in our 40s, we actually met and have grown together in the matter of a few months.

We found love.

Along the way, we found: friendship, physical attraction, dignity, revolution, trust… everything beautiful you can imagine on human beings.

We simply agree on everything, we are passionate about the same thing, your World Family, my Global Village. You solved my puzzle on love and indifference.

You are my prophet, you showed me what kindness can do to people, I quote you” it got too much that I had to pass it on to other people or I’ll be drowned.”

We are not together yet, although I’m crazy about you, your soul and your appearance, I feel we are still missing the last ingredient to have our French kiss.

That is, your honesty, my love. 😉

What’s your future lover’s name?

Chinese Beijing Duck

This is my favourite dish to cook. It exhibits the perfect combination of artistic cooking and team work for my guests. In the latest event for 35-55 age group, we cooked this dish and enjoyed it with another classic cold dish made by my good friend chef Andly.

Sex talk

I have been trying to purge any sex conversations in my We chat group because I was afraid of losing female potential customers. I feel the need to express my feelings toward sex so the man who is interested in me will understand me better.
I am a believer in egocentrism, I think we only do things that we do to benefit ourselves. So why do I have sex with you? Because it makes me feel good doing it with you. What makes the best sex? I feel I click with you, that simple! I could be horny because of expensive gifts, flattering words, or love. But clicking with you is the basis. I met an old truck driver, he’s still working at 60s so that he can look after his adult children, too bad, I would have clicked with him if he was 20 years younger. I clicked with another younger man, he’s like the toughest teacher ever and the best friend of my life, too bad he’s not available. So the guy out there, you know what I mean?
I have a secret wish, one day, man and woman, young and old, we talk about sex because we all really enjoying it.
Again, I hope I don’t lose more male or female potential customers.